Is there a space for me?

I don't this feeling. I am stranded in this hostel and I've be surround with this competition.

I got two "best" friend from my uni. They talk in front of the people like ice cream.

But, I can tell you what. 

They are the one who always make me feel sad. 

Very, very sad.

And I don't know why.

Maybe it is just like they just laugh at me,

laugh at my weaknesses. 

I try to be patient. 

I want to scold them, but I can't.

It seem that the relationship gone too far for me to do that. 

Maybe I am just too weak,

or too serious on taking things,

the one who doesn't like to lose.

Time Management.

When I step forward to a new semester in uni, I can feel the pressure of studying. I didn't know what to do. Sometime timetable give me a headache. I try to cope with it, but still I can't. Anyone there can help me?