Blue Christmas

Christmas this year not as good as before. There was no laugh and joy as I ever hear before.

    Usually, me and my family will go to St Joseph as early as 6 am. The choirs are great though. There will be a lot of people will be there, from different walk of life.

    But now things are a lttle more sad, till I didn't feel the celebration. It feel like nothing. Blue Chrstmas.

   Although there is carrolling and church activity that makes my weekend a bit busy, but deep in my heart, I still miss celebrating Chrismas with my family, relatives and my beloved friends.

Coming Back

So sad leaving Kuching.
I miss everything.
I miss my parents
I miss my brothers and my sister
I miss my bike
I miss drive car
I miss meeting my friends,
not everyone I meet out yet,
I miss Christmas
it has been a long time I didn't go back for Christmas,
two years has it been already,
hmm, I wonder how is my Christmas this year.
I miss my girlfriend,
I miss her hugs and kiss,
drinking together and have a dinner together,
so sad we didn't make it to the movie.
I miss wake up late,
for the past one month, I have been ignoring the clock,
wake up quite late in  the morning,
everyday is so free,
I wonder when is the other time to do like that.

96 hours 4 minutes an 30 seconds in Kampong

Well, it has been four days I was in kampong. My friends keep on asking me to go out with them. But, me too cannot go out to hang out. no $$ already.. Since my sweet left me since thursday, it has been a silent mode in me. Dahla balik kampong gik, so line celcom sik la brapa clear. Maybe starting from this last week of me, I try to hang out with my friends and take some pictures as a memory.
     When I was in kampong, there a lot of activities too. Not too bad also. We did some painting. My mom, 3 small brother, my sister and I had made the work done really well. I also do some gardening, although agak malas. Got so many experience. Barbeque pork and chicken too is the most tastiest meal ever. It has been a long time I didn't eat that. Surely I will miss it.